i want to talk about family and marriage.

my family always I am 22 years old, my family always, my family speaks for marriage, but the new wish is that I want to marry someone else, they want to be like a caste, not want to marry a different caste boy, but the family of that boy I want to do is also wanted. I am married to him, what should I do to be a family, for marriage? One thing I want to tell is that I was 9 months old when my mother had adopted me, after that my aunt left me in 2016, but now I want to do what I want to be all she has to make a decision since childhood. I want myself to decide my life please help ..other wisemere pass koi option nahi hoga sivaay jisse wo shaadi krayenge usse divroce lene ka.