Emotional imbalance and mental torture, threatening and blackmail

Want to share my life incident which has affected both my mind and body. I was married to a stranger in an early age. It was an arranged marriage and he belonged to my caste. I agreed for marriage thinking that he will take care of me with love and affection. Till marriage, he was so sweet to me. But I had no clues of first night at the time of completion of college. Pushed by astrologer, I married him. He tried to impress me and move closer with me. Slowly he wanted to put pressure on me by undressing me and giving a blow of kisses which were so awkward to me at that moment. I did not ever know him or understand him and so wanted to create a space between both of us to understand each other and resisted sex with him. But he voluntarily forced me to sleep with him and he abused me physically for satisfying him. He is a villager and temple priest. I was thrown away from his house, keeps on blackmailing. My father in law tortures to kiss his son before him thru call. Odd eating habits.