I am msme, i lost business with covid, filled insolvancy.

I am msme from hyderabd, i lost my 10 years old business with covid, i am taken loan from nbfcs , lost everything, filled insolvancy pietion also in hyderabad, i issued blank cheques at the time of agreement, i taken loan at hyderabad, now nbfcs filled cheque bounce cases in all over india, one nbfc filled in delhi, one filled in ahmadabad, one filled in mumbai, i am in vizag, i am financially (0), few relatives given shelter and feed to me, i have two small childeren, one children suffer with otisum and speech delay, with these cases his future spoil, i have way to commit suicide , but if i commit my kids future spoil, i paid lacks of rupees taxes to govt, in this time govt not helped me , govt not helped small business people, govt help only big corporates, real fraudster escape easily from banks , but my type genyine effected people commit suicede or go to jails. nI taken loan with help of one consultancy, before taken loan they are not explained terms , please help me any one fro