I am currently in a fix. My husband deserted me for 4 months. But one thing is for sure, my husband

I am currently in a fix. My husband deserted me for 4 months. But one thing is for sure, my husband doesn't want marriage to continue . He also promised me fake things, made me see million dreams. A day before deserting me, he was behaving with me in normal way, hugged me. But next day, he refused me entry to his house. I never really raised my voice in front of him or his mom. Always respected them. I am cent percent honest and dedicated to this person. I have been in shock - 4 months have passed. our both families met head of the gramam and also disha but he is refuses to take me back to his house, entire family blocked me on social media. we spent a lavish sum on wedding . I am earning as much as him (which could have been the reason he got lured to marry me, I am thinking I don't even want an alimony - i just want my old carefree happy self back and peace of mind. Future seems bleak to me as of now after going through abuse in hands of this narcissistic two-faced family .