Torture and beating parents forcing married

I'm .muslim My parents are not giving me any freedom. They are mentally and physically torturing me. They are not giving me to study in my choice. They are always comparing me with other children and often comments on me on my weakness. Always they have misunderstanding on me. They torchures me mentally without even knowing that if really I did wrong or not.They never tried to gave a single second for me to discuss with me to know what is going in my mind or any matter, whether I really did wrong or not. Always they tells me to die. Even one day I had tried to suicide by drinking phenol. And one day my mom gave a cloth and said to tie on fan and hang myself. And one day my dad brought a knife and tried to kill me but later he cut my left hand through that knife. Always they had exposed me without knowing the real matter. And few days back both of them warned me to kill me. I can't even focus on anything bcoz of them. Each second I feel like 1 year