I got married to a girl who's 1 year older to me & was a divorcee already. I'm 38 yrs old. During co

I got married to a girl who's 1 year older to me & was a divorcee already. I'm 38 yrs old. During courtship, she told me, she was taking anti-depressant (which she started after her 1st marriage brokeup). Her dad told me that she knows basic cooking only, doesn't know how to wear a saree, and has a flatfoot too. After wedding, my wife conceived & doctor told to stop her anti-depressant for first 3 months. During that time she was becoming short tempered & getting angry with me. In 2nd month of pregnancy, GYN told that baby has no heartbeat & we should wait a month to see if baby is there. But I dropped her to her father's home & told them to abort baby & start her depression medicine again so she can come back to normal. They were not ready, but me & my family pressurized them a lot. They finally agreed. After 2 months of abortion, I told her that I cant live with her. I have stopped all contacts with her & family from last 6 months. What should I do now?