i am tired with my family thing ,i want personal security for myself .

me aur mere family me dikkat hai me chahta hu life apne hisab se jiyu mere papa ne mujhe bhut roka hai mene bhut achi job dhundi thi khudse mere papa ne meri job churwai aur kaha ki isse achi lgwaunga but lagwai nhi chote kaam lgwaaye but baat chote bade kaam ki nhi ,educated person yahi chahta hai ki profile achi mile me yahi chahta tha mene graduation bhi apni kamai se ki fir lockdown wagera pr gya lockdown se present time me jobless hu aur mere parenst shaadi krana chahte hai me agree nhi hu to papa ne bola nikal ghar se me nikla to panic attack aaya to family ne emotionally mujhe shaadi ke liye mnna liya but me nhi chahta jis area me hum rehte hai wahi stay kre kyun area acha nhi at least itna to sun le woh but nhi mante .mere papa like ye kaam me krdun ya kaa me nhi karun mtlb chat bhi apni pat bhi apni.recently papa ne bola ghar se nikal dunga mene bola thik hai fir wahi panic attack me krun to kya krun me thak gya koi family support nhi mera naa maa kaa naa bhehen ka,