How can i judge this case. Lie between university and House.

M 2017 se behad jyaada presaan hu. Meri family ne b mujhe bhut mara h. Aur university me b mujhe behad duniya bhr ka toucher kiya gya h. Problem behad bdi h. M explain krte krte thak gyi hu. Crore times. In reality. M insaaf insaaf krte karte thak gyi. Use university me mera affair tha ya mujhe target kiya gya tha. Jo b tha lekin akhir me mera ant karke fek diya gya. Aur m ik darpok ldki ikbpolice complain tak b na kar payi. Mere andar dar betha diya gya. M char diwariyo me hi apni zindagi gujare hue hu. Sarm nhi ati havainiyat ka itna bhyanak chehra. Itna bhyanak jaise mere liye papa ho yha janm lena. Mere parivaar ne mujhe ne mujhe band kiya hua h. Aur mujhe nhi pta h ke High court kha h ye log mujhe marte h bhut marte h. Mera chehra tak khrab kar diya. Is umar me m kha jaugi. Jise man ata vhi jaan se marne ki kisi se karta h. Jise man ata h. Mera dost ladki hona. Magr m begunah hu. Aur university ne mujhe shadi shuda parmanit kiya hua h us ladke ke sath.