My girlfriend broke all the promises and left me dying

Mai 5 year se Kisi ke sath relationship me tha.. end time par akar usne mujhe apne parents ki wjah se sadhi ke liye na kr dia.. mene uski khushi ke liye wo b accept kr lia.. i just said ki mujhe thoda sa smbhlne ka moka do.. but wo mujhe rota hua Marta hua chor gyi. Mujhe galliya dena mujhe abuse karna. Meri mom Ko abuse karna.. bar bar sucide kr lungi kahna agr m uska kia uski family ke samne lane ki bat Karu ... Mujhe rote huye marte huye dekhna or fir b mujhe ye kahna ki tu ja mar kahi jakr khud dekh.. juthe ilzam lgana ki m us se akhiri bar milna chhata hu kuki uska fayda utha saku . Jabki m reliantionship me hote h kabi uska fyda ni uthaya.. mujhe badua Deni mentally pura khatam kr dena.. i even not abuse a single word to her. . Mujhe koi apni satisfaction ke liye use sja ni deni. i just want . Ki har insan ki life hoti h. Ap apni zindagi bachane ke liye kisi ki life ke sath b asa ni kr skte.. har ma ka beta hota h.. tum apni family ko bachane ke liye . Dusre ke sth glt ni kr s