Can I withdraw a rape case I filed against my husband

My affaire with a person last 4 year and we want to merry but my family not ready due toh cast problem so after a long time my family force me to file a case against my lover I am not aware like they are doing rape case.i said my families word what they said to me earlier in front of police and caurt and my lover arrested and after 10 days he got a bail but I realised I was doing very unfair with my lover so I left my house and get married to him now he is my husband and I want to closed my case but my husband lawyer say when trial is started will do something but I want to closed before trial any kind of options please let me know.