Broke Company bond of Rs. 200000 for 2 years

I signed a bond of Rs. 200000 for 2 years. And my package was 2.1 lpa. I joined the company in the month of January and because of family problem and my mental health i had to leave the company. I talked to the hr and tl but they are threatening me that i have to pay the bond amount and because i am a fresher in the IT industry me and my family don't have that amount of money. They told me that we are marking you as absconded and send a legal notice. I left the company but having a lot of stress about the legal notice. And they also told me that i will not be able to work with any company if i don't pay the bond. I think my career is finished and i didn't started properly. As being an average student i was barely managing and they dropped a bomb in my head with this bond. I discussed it with my friends and family. But they are blaming me that 'Why you have to sign a bond'. Please help me as because of this i am getting anxiety issues and overthinking about it.