Regarding divorce matter

I was married for 18 months, during which my husband and his parents have tortured me mentally, physically and harassed me and my parents for additional dowry after which I came out and lived with my parents. Later filed 498 and divorce petition under cruelty and dowry harassment. They have got stay order from high court for 498 and ever since it never moved. After 4 years of battle unfortunately I lost the divorce case failing to prove their cruelty as I did not have any evidence such as doctor certificate to prove physical bruises etc (thats what the Judge has said) or any proofs to prove his cruelty. He has filed RCR also, now that divorce is not granted I assume he won RCR (divorce case and RCR were eventually clubbed in between in these 4 years). Judge has ordered to join him within 2 months. Clearly I cannot go through hell with him and want divorce. We dont have children and am not interested in alimony too. He is not agreeing for Mutual Divorce. What are my options?